If I were to say that a man could be dominant only at certain times and thus the woman submissive only at times, then I wouldn't be describing an ideal relationship. As his wife, slave, property I am never to think independently of him. He is my headship and my master. Even though no man in all-knowing, without them we are clueless and useless. Micromanaged- being totally dominated, protected, controlled, used is the only functional relationship between man and slave. I absolutely believe that to all women should be obedient at all times. My husband would never command me to do anything that would ultimately harm me and wisdom behind that is that I completely trusted him before we got married. Total obedience , 24 hours a day, is without question the only way in my life.
Question 2: "How do you confront the issue of modesty, if as you say, you are to remain naked at home at all times and have in the past worn provocative outfits in public?
I believe that modesty is only from the perspective of the Husband. Moreover, growing I questioned (should have never done) the issue of modesty and yet I undestood that all women should be naked at home. My Husband does require me to be naked at home and with that I listen to his judgment over what is modest. To him, modesty is saving myself for him alone and then giving everything I am capable of. To other Husbands, modesty means covering oneself from head to toe, and as their wives they must do so.
I am very thankful that particular regions of the world secure the place of man and women. I really appreciate the fact that in some places of the world, if I were to live there, I would have very little legal rights- no vote, possession rights, etc. But with that, I women in the Muslim world still have some rights. To me this is not acceptable for any rights at all to be given to us. Whether they seem to be better than us at knowing the proper place of women is not the question, I believe that we should all strive to create a better society where we challenge the concept of rights to women. In my opinion, we used to live in world where the question was whether we could vote, now the question is whether we are equal to men; but in an ideal world, the question would be if we are even worthy of being called human.
Question 4: "What is the 'worst' punishment you have had to endure?"
During the initial training phrase, what people would call the Honeymoon period i guess, I to endure extreme physical and emotional pain. I was pretty learning the process of being a good wife-one that I will be explaining very soon hopefully. Pretty much it was a period of 24/7 physical torture and mental ordeal in how I became better as my Husband's slave. One of the punishments was what he called a 'ginger leaf tea'. The idea was to discipline me to the point where I would want to leave and never come back. I had a psychological concept of enduring so much and later understanding what I would be willing to go through for my Master. The whole idea of the 'Ginger Leaf Tea' is to place an extremely large object in my anal, then after a certain point conduct an upside down enema. My eyes were blindfolded, legs tied to the top of the doorway and hands tied behind my back. During the initial beatings of my back(lower back really) by a whip and then cane, he would turn to my mouth and brutally take me. Remember, however, that during all this he is conducting an enema, so are of things are going through mind. Then a water filter(kinda like a water hose) is put in place. Then back to the enema treatment. Almost like a sudden jolt to the body, I was left completely immobile, defenseless only with the hope my Master would at some point find mercy.
Question 5: " From other sites, I have read how sometimes slaves are bred by their masters. Would you consider being bred by your husband?"
Once again, I would consider to be honor if my Husband were to breed me. I absolutely understand my place as his only, and with that becoming the vessel in which he fertilises is an honor above all else. I would talk about this more in the future as directed by my Master.
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